If I don’t log in some sleeping hours before the Thing today.

GAH.

Wake up as early as possible. (I CAN’T FREAKING SLEEP. GAAH. >:| )
One load of laundry. (Blacks) Pray black t-shirt dries in time.
Iron collared shirt.
Clean shoes!!
Figure out method of transportation for… Thing. lol
Go over Thing’s study guide
Go to Thing.
Murder Thing.
Hope and pray Thing calls back.
Exercise.

I gotta clean my room again. I’ve been slacking a little bit. On that and my daily walks…

Yesterday was weird. I felt all over the place, even before our workout. I couldn’t focus the way I normally do when I lift weights. So I kind of ruined it. Didn’t lift as much, didn’t run as far as I thought I could without burning out. I dunno. Yesterday was just off. And that was before I punched Anthony’s bed frame.

…Oh, the irony.

On a lighter note, the meal I just finished at Denny’s was pretty good. I filled out a survey from my last visit, and earned a free Build Your Own Grand Slam. All I had to do was buy a drink. LOL

I HAD filled one out prior, but I was idiot enough to not write it down on the receipt itself. Instead, I had the number saved in my txt message drafts on my phone..among other sentimental and/or important notes..that my sister erased. I was so pissed. But, as fast as the rage came, it left..and that just made me feel even more sad.

Btw, I’m at Denny’s again, by myself. …is that weird?

The sun went down pretty quick. It was still daylight when I came in here. But I guess it doesn’t matter. I walked here from home. When my stomach has settled, I’ll just walk back home. Help burn off some the calories I just inhaled. lol

Today doesn’t look as busy as the last time I was here. …Then again, last time I was here, I had just walked from Aloha Stadium.

My friend who works here? He’s a host, and he never lets me get to the bottom of my cup. I’m on like my 4th cup of raspberry iced tea and lemonade.

Kind of reminds me of this one time, when I was little. My mom, siblings and I had just left our grandparents apartment in Waianae. Soon as we boarded the bus headed to Ala Moana, the massive urge to pee hit me. I had to go so bad. I ALMOST made it into the toilet stalls in Ala Moana. …I don’t have to explain the rest, do I?

Anyway, I should consider leaving soon. It’s 740PM, and I have a ~45minute walk back home ahead of me.

…but when has that ever stopped me from walking in the dark before?

Looking up instead of down helps.

Freaking hot day today. x(

I refuse to compromise and lie in order to land a new job. As difficult as this path is, I believe in being principled. I wholeheartedly accept that I’ve made mistakes. It’s my fault, and therefore up to me to convince people that I’m itching to redeem myself.

Have I mentioned that it’s been a year since I’ve gotten a call to set up an interview?

Anyway, it’s a little hot tonight.

I have to find time to clean my room. It’s been slipping a little due to the amount of time I’ve been away the past week. Ish.

I just finished eating my dinner, so ‘m writing this while still sitting by myself in Denny’s. I don’t feel like going home again just yet. Besides, I want to see if mine and Anthony’s prediction comes true: if this place will get slammed with people after graduation.

Graduation ended two hours ago. It’s busy, yes. But not the mass entrance of double digit parties we were expecting.

For dinner, I had breakfast. a plate of eggs, sausage, hash browns, and pancakes

A few hours ago, I just watched my younger sister go through Commencement, the graduation ceremony that takes place towards the end of each school year.

It was pretty weird being in the stands, since the last time I was inside Aloha Stadium was only three years ago, where I, along with the majority of my friends, was where she and her friends were sitting. Walking. Smiling.

On a side note, I gotta say, there weren’t as many people graduating with honors this year. lol

Anyway, back to the sentiment. Watching all that made me realize a few things. I’ll keep most to myself for now, but the main thing? Time is still flying by pretty fast.

It doesn’t help that my 21st birthday is less than a month away. Freaking freaky, if you ask me.

As for the beginning of my day? Today was also the first time in a long time that I went to Honolulu Zoo. It’s been a few years. So many, in fact, that I don’t remember the last time. It was pretty cool, looking at all the changes. For example, the last time, I’m pretty sure I remember the flamingos being right at the entrance. The coolest thing I remember about it, was….. The turtles and tortoises. I don’t know why. I just like turtles and tortoises. Especially the huge ones.

Going to the beach right after was…. Ehh. I dunno. I lost my taste for the beach, honestly. Can’t really look at them the same. Without almost relapsing anyway. But it’s ok. Maybe I’ll learn to like it again. Maybe.

Anyway, I’m thinking of heading home soon. I’ve been sitting by myself in this seat for around two hours now, and my butt is going numb, for once. Anthony looks like he’s going to have his work cut out for him soon, as there’s a group of people in the front right now. I think he’s setting up tables for it. Good luck to him if he has to serve them.

Also, there are a pair of girls behind me talking story, and giggling. A lot. o.o It’s weirding me out.

….looks like I spoke too soon. A party of 11 came in. And then a party of 22. And they sound loud, from the other side of the floor. Anthony tells me yesterday was much worse. I think I heard that story too.

And judging by the sixteen place settings in front of me… Well, I could be wrong.

I need to go get change for the tip I’m going to leave.

..Nothing like dining by yourself.

That is all. LOL

Sleep, I mean. 5 hours of sleep. Lol